I should have kissed you back.
I didn’t kiss you back. I’m sorry.
Last night all i could think about was my life. I laid for countless hours almost as if night would carry on forever. I thought about my relationships with my family and how they aren’t what they used to be. Those relationships aren’t what I want them to be either. I thought about school. How could I let my grades go down when I have such high standards set for myself? Lastly, I thought about my friendships and how many are fading away. I really need to work something out about this.
all I could think about was how much I hate my mom. She’s fucking passive aggressive and is always pointing out the things I hate the most about myself. she’s going to bring the death to me. I swear